Dec. 10, 1980
Here I am, once again stranded, not knowing what I feel. I never arrived at such a concrete statement before you forced me into it. (No, don't take everything literally – it's the same thing as when I felt "obligated" to write you.) I once wrote: "If you say what you mean, and you mean what you think and you think what you feel, and you feel what you say – you've got your act together."